Pins & Needles

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Holy! The new album, Pins and Needles, by The Birthday Massacre is finally released! I actually cried! I've been waiting so long for this!



My favorite song from the album! Awesome video, awesome lyrics, awesome music!

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posted at 12:30 AM

New layout feat. Mihimaru GT

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I don't have much to say about this new layout. My hands were just itching to design something new. It looks shabby, yeah? I was in a rush! The layout features my favorite JPop band, Mihimaru GT. This is a temporary layout till I figure out just exactly WHAT sort of graphics style suits me best. I've always loved designing with textures! It's within my 'comfort zone' if you may wish to call it. So this blogskin is a little different from my usual grunge monochrome style with heavy textures. In fact I have no idea where I was going with this.

I'm going to try tweaking this layout a little bit after I'm done watching my anime show. I know it has lots of imperfections. Well, if I'm pleased with the final product, I'd consider uploading it on blogskins.com.

Alright, time to watch my favorite anime Bleach! Byakuya Kuchiki is mine by the way! ;)

posted at 4:24 AM

Stay sane!

Friday, October 8, 2010

I'm blogging not because I'm too darn free to do anything else with my time, in fact the seismic proportions of my workload brings ME to tears, but because I was drowned by a vengeful desire to unleash my pent-up grievances and lament for my current state of disenchantment and disgruntlement.

That is not to say however that I will be plunging random readers such as yourself with angsty sob stories of self-loathing but rather to remind myself of the purpose of my undertaking.

All right, so before I further debase the contents of my blog with manifestations of psychosis, I would like to personally throttle those who posited that the University life is 'easier' compared to Junior College because of the degree of autonomy we, university students, exercise. Nonsense! Utter rubbish!

I won't bother justifying my blatant outcry, for I simply do not possess the time to do so, but I would just like to yell out (to myself) "STAY SANE RAIN! DON'T LOSE YOURSELF NOW!"

It won't surprise you to know that I'm struggling to keep my sanity and mental acumen intact... supposing they exist in the first place.. for I have always been an eccentric individual.

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posted at 2:25 AM

(In)sanity

Saturday, October 2, 2010

My hamster, Bao Be, passed away today at 4:10 AM.

I pray for her repose.

I was so grief-stricken, I decided to compose this short story.

~.~.~.~


The remote possibility of having seen the death god in his face had shaken his frame and he could bear no longer a second of impassivity from the shock of revelation.

With his eyes transfixed on the scene before him, he ventured a step back, the stagnant gaze dared not divest itself from the display of crimson shower vividly contrasted with whiteness of the snow; it seemed to scream of repulsion and absolute abhorrence, it seemed to scream of horror.

Thin threads of red stretched outwards, like the bony fingers of a rotten corpse, it edged away from the devoured and crept slowly towards the boy.

The boy however lifted not a gaze nor a glance at its advancement, for he only had eyes for the act of human atrocity which held him.

He felt that if he should look away or spin his heels to make a dash, someone or something might emerge from the decapitated bodies stacked on top the other as if these individuals had been, by some religious perversion, ordered to be thrown on a funeral pyre and burned alive.

An instant wave of fear penetrated ruthlessly through the numbness, fraying his nerves, and it coursed through his veins fast enough to shake away the cold and impel him another small retraction of his footsteps.

A disquiet breeze disturbed the stale air, like a silk velvet brushing against his skin, it discolored his face with the distasteful odor - decomposition and decay - which accompanied it and sapped what was left of his sanity.

The boy crumbled to his feet, wailing as he did, in bereavement as the shock had completely dissipated, giving way to the whole gamut of human emotions - grief, anguish, fear - that should have been locked away in a heart so young and so.. innocent.

He buried his face in his hands, kneeling, and rocked back and forth in delirious stupor.

And for minutes, hours, days, and weeks, the boy remained on his knees..

Laughing.

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posted at 5:00 AM